Disturbia.
Recently there's someone around me that irritates me lots. And of course, what had he did really made me get off my nerves. "Great job" as I can said. Apparently, I don't blame you all these while just because You're my friend. A friend u know? I don't want to scold you like nobody business, I never wanna be vulgar, BUT u're going beyond my limit. Seriously, I f**king hate what u did to me & to my friend, too. PLEASE. I still cant figure it out why u LOVE TO COPY PEOPLE SO MUCH. It's your life, does it means anything for you if everything is just another copies of others?
If u do not did that purposely, I won't blame you.
If u had this lesson for the first time, I will forgive you.
If I didn't warn you before, I wouldn't scold you.
If u said sorry to me immediately, I wouldn't wanna forget this brainless person in my life.
Excuse me. I was like: WHAT THE HELL?! THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME IDIOT!! Don't give me excuses that others are using it too. Don't ask me to SABAR, Don't take it so serious.
PLEASE I tend to use this word again, maybe this case doesn't mean anything or maybe nothing for you, but can u please think for others? YOU KNOW I'm the one who using it, bastard! Right. I didn't pay for the copyright thingy & that really seems like a tinyyyy case for others.
U're NOT the victim, I guess u won't ever will know how hurt it is when I knew u did that. FOREVER I can say. Plus, it's NOT just belongs to me. It really meant alot to me, is ALOT. Actually, I don't want to lost a friend. But I don't think I can treat you like the past.
Maybe I'm the one who having narrow thinking? I don't care. I SWEAR, If u let me see that again. I definitely won't even recognize u as a stranger!! Don't look down on me.
I felt super disappointed of having such son.
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On the other hand, I felt upset because of them. YES, the lion & her husband. =(
I didn't ever thought of the feeling of hate you guys, I swear.
But recently, u both is getting too strange, really strange.
You both tend to control me, which really make me felt disappointed.
I get complains from my studies, my attitude & bla bla.
I used to ask myself, Am I really a bad daughter?
Comparison, I admit everyone will, even I myself.
Anyhow two of you is getting wierdo.
I don't know how to describe it. =/
Now, I'm grounded.
Yes. I know. U all can control me & I can't do that.
FINE.
For the husband, U used to be someone I respect lots.
I won't bother what lion says because she talks nonsense.
Last time, I'll listen to you & u will explain & differentiate which is the right way until I agree with it.
However, u changed.
U changed to be like her, U've been so stubborn.
For the u NOW, what had I did is always wrong.
I'm sad to see that. U don't even wanna listen to me, whether it's right or wrong.
U're not the actual u anymore.
Lion is happy, u're happy, but u two won't realize,
I'm not happy with u all anymore.
I'm sorry, my love to u all had been decreasing since the nostalgia =(
P.S: Its okay, its alright. There're number of humans who care me beside me. I know =) Just I wanna release my anger here =D
