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Fucked up.


This time, it's not going to be a nice post :)

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FINE. I regretted that I apologized to you.
Too bad now only I realized it. FML.
THANK U VERY MUCH.
Forget about everything.
That's the end. You happy I happy. DONE.


Skipped. I just felt I'm not so in the mood this week.

I'm lost. Stress is ahead. I am totally unprepared for everything yet.

Super unlucky that teachers always call my name when I was not paying attention in class recently.
Especially that hell buffalo which yell my name in a super idiotic way. Everyone dislike her. But she thinks that she is superb. Weirdo.

Time flies. We left few months to go. Not mentioning about SPM. But what I gonna really miss is my secondary school life. I have to appreciate the days that left in this school.
Yet, I don't do anything in school. Neither studying nor doing homework. I don't feel like going to school at times but parents started to nag and scold me that I play truant non stop. They just couldn't understand :(

However, I felt people are changing from time to time. So as myself. I'm just a normal human being. I had my own limitations. Sometimes I just couldn't bare it. Maybe it's my fault, too. But I knew it clearly, somehow in my thoughts they aren't like that in the past.
I lost my things, my fault. Face the music again. How many times I get scolded this week? FML.
Life totally fucked up this week.
(Minus great talk v William Chiam, Playing moments with LemonQian and funny moments with Ooi Kheng Li)
I never wanna be rude. But I was fed up with everything.
I'm so sorry for the vulgar words. I've controlled as much as I could.
I'm sorry for whatever mistakes that I've done.

No offence for this post. I believe in the freedom of speaking and
because here is where I be my ownself ;)


Emotions driving me crazy.
I may seemed carefree in the outside but inside I'm dying.

And you ain't making me feel sweet anymore :-(

If only it was that easy. I still miss you.
Not a day goes by that u didn't cross my mind.
I'm sorry too.