I might not feel myself delighted as I'm on the top of the world,
but still I'm satisfied enough.
Simple matters can make my world go round.
Close friends + funny people can make me laugh like nobody business.
I need not to fake a smile or feelings in front of others.
And so, I'm happy :)
Well, I've been in a great mood today, but ruined all over again, wtfShould I say such a simple controversy easily spoil my everyday continuously too? wtf.
And it's always because of the same damn thing, wtf.
YES I FEEL LIKE FUCKING THEM UPSIDE DOWN FOR MAKING MY LIFE SO DAMN INTERESTING WTF.
This phrase might be suitable here : I was so high, and now I'm so low, wtf.
I'm sorry for overusing
Just to vent my frustrations, can I ?
If you ever overwhelmed by such absurd matters in your mind again & again & once again,
you might be able to understand.
What I have to do is only to be patient & wait for the day I get out of here,
to a place where I can find my own freedom and of course, the real happiness,
to where I belongs to.
Which means, I've to control myself, hold back the tears, bare with the anger,
and pray hard that the same people the same damn thing wouldn't cross over my limitation wtf.
I'll definitely show it to you how I success in my life,
WATCH ME!
P.S : Well, mood become way better now and I'm glad that my desktop is strong enough *touched*
FYI, some stupid unknowns send some link via FACEBOOK and of stupidity I clicked on the link and HELL YEAH. That trojan virus + plenty of worms non stop defecting my computer system. I was panic like hell seriously and whatever antivirus I downloaded the virus attacked it all wthh.
I actually cried because of that. Sounds stupid but there's the storage of my sweet / bitter memories. Every pictures, every notes I type matters to me :) Somehow the virus seems to be resting after few days and now everything seemed to be fine. Antivirus is working now & I hope I don't have to reformat anymore :/ God bless.
Will do a proper blog post tomorrow. Stay tuned :)
