Frozen on
23.12.09
Christmas is coming =)
This post comes abit LATE.
But its okay I guess.
Btw I went for a christmas shopping today =D
Failed to buy present for DaVe & Aaron *I hate to buy things for guys*
As FYI, Christmas usually meant alot to me & I-dunno-why.
I love Christmas much more than any other festival we had.
I love the warmth feeling of christmas &
Christmas used to signify the peace & joy of human mankind.
Plus, upon the winter season, snowflakes & angel
which is I so darn love them like c-r-a-z-i-l-y?!!
I had a lovely christmas last year but it's not gonna be again this year.
& So, I'm glad that I could celebrate this christmas with my crazy friends =D
I felt grateful enough. At least, I'm not alone.
Anyhow, enjoy it peeps.
Let the tale of Santa Claus remains in our heart.
Lets forget all the stressful stuffs which get off the nerves.
Throw all the sadness a side & enjoy the love of christmas.
As love is the key to peace and happiness within all creations.
Life is full of problems sometimes,
At this moment,do create a time of peace and silence for yourself.
Open your heart & see through the world.
I believe this world is actually so amazingly beautiful.
Do you? =)
I'm actually saying all these to myself. =/ Kei aa.. Lets try not to cry in christmas kays? Just one day will do.. Smileeeeeee =)
For "old" readers, u guys should familiar with it.
I posted it last year,too. I love angels muchhh muchhh muchhhh =D
This will be my wishlist in my future, as it is superduperexpensive.
Owhh, and if u are too free, just press the link- DECEMBER 2008 (Memories) side.
I'd always love to see my older post from time to time.
New:
I realized I hate to edit picture as editing software nowadays having too many features which is super complicated & make me super blurr. & so I just gave up & choose the most common Sepia colour for christmas theme & I added my words into it too! Although it seems "cacated".
Lastly,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !! HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT TOO!
Frozen on
20.12.09
Frozen on
20.12.09
I'm really tired of all these.
Why problems keep coming to me non stop?
This question always appear in my mind but I just only convincing myself I can overcome all these.
I know life is up & down.
I know many others having their problems, too.
But please, let me complain, for a moment?
I'm already feel so damn frustrated with all my personal stuffs
& yet u 2 were like having cold war like nobody business!
Can't u both just be more considerate about your daughter here?!
Can u just count how many of my meals is just eating bread?
Seriously, even my weekend I am walking out alone to take my lunch or dinner.
I'm really sad u know??
Instead of being like that, why wouldn't u two just solve the prob ahead?
No matter how sad how hurt I am I always hide my feelings,
Acted happily & talked, laughed loudly, seems so cheerful huh?
I'm enough with everything.
And now, you left, I have to face everything alone,
yet I have to take the pain inside my heart day by day because of my stupidity,
I'm always alone right now,
I'm still crying like an idiot,
Every time I think about u, I'll cry.
U know what u did that hurts me like hell again & again.
I know you don't even care me at all but I did.
Though I don't want to but I can't resist it.
I know I'm just a failure.
Why am I being so stupid?
I always hope God can end my life,
why not just take my life away &
give it to another kind-hearted person who need it?
Why let so many human being in the world die because of sickness, because of hunger, because of accidents, but not me?
Silly questions always appear in my mind.
If there's a fire in my house, I'll have the courage & give up to run away?
Please forgive me for my negative thinking for a moment.
I know what am I doing.
I can't be so irresponsible & leave everything here.
I've tried my best, to be strong.
Trust me, I really do.
To love with all your heart... is to even risk losing it.
I just wanna have a peace christmas, can I?
Why problems keep coming to me non stop?
This question always appear in my mind but I just only convincing myself I can overcome all these.
I know life is up & down.
I know many others having their problems, too.
But please, let me complain, for a moment?
I'm already feel so damn frustrated with all my personal stuffs
& yet u 2 were like having cold war like nobody business!
Can't u both just be more considerate about your daughter here?!
Can u just count how many of my meals is just eating bread?
Seriously, even my weekend I am walking out alone to take my lunch or dinner.
I'm really sad u know??
Instead of being like that, why wouldn't u two just solve the prob ahead?
No matter how sad how hurt I am I always hide my feelings,
Acted happily & talked, laughed loudly, seems so cheerful huh?
I'm enough with everything.
And now, you left, I have to face everything alone,
yet I have to take the pain inside my heart day by day because of my stupidity,
I'm always alone right now,
I'm still crying like an idiot,
Every time I think about u, I'll cry.
U know what u did that hurts me like hell again & again.
I know you don't even care me at all but I did.
Though I don't want to but I can't resist it.
I know I'm just a failure.
Why am I being so stupid?
I always hope God can end my life,
why not just take my life away &
give it to another kind-hearted person who need it?
Why let so many human being in the world die because of sickness, because of hunger, because of accidents, but not me?
Silly questions always appear in my mind.
If there's a fire in my house, I'll have the courage & give up to run away?
Please forgive me for my negative thinking for a moment.
I know what am I doing.
I can't be so irresponsible & leave everything here.
I've tried my best, to be strong.
Trust me, I really do.
To love with all your heart... is to even risk losing it.
I just wanna have a peace christmas, can I?
Frozen on
20.12.09

[1st runner up]
Awwwwwwwwww...Sadly & surprisingly, Katoon Network got champion T.T
Felt so disappointed as I expected ECX to win..
Saw lots of comments in Battleground (facebook),too.
Most of them pun ter-shock, including me myself..
By the way, Congratz to Katoon Network..
They're a strong team too =)
Just, personally I LOVE ELECOLDXHOT!
They are the Best!!!~
Somehow, Katoon Network do shines more in the final =D
They showed many different skill other than their usual funny moves..
But if based on the first episode to final, Elecoldxhot will win..
As u know, judges always stand up after their dance xD xD
Its okayyy =D
I just, not really likeyyy KN.. & I don't know why =/
I prefer ECX, Dancologist & Wakaka fever more..
This is called *pilih kasih* =P
Skipped skipped,
It's a great show~!
The battle of 3 groups is the best among all. *thumbs up*
ECX R0ckxxx~!
Chris, Dennis, Monkey, Leon, Gary & Billy u all did really really great !~
Frozen on
19.12.09
I'm here with a random post that summarize this whole week of mine.
1. Holidays is bored. A fact of mine : I feel like going online when I'm bored but feels bored when I'm online.
2. Stayed over at Lemon Qian's house for 3 days 2 nights =)
3. Wanna apologize to her as I made her sleep extremelyyy extremelyyyy late in the 2 nights.
4. Outing with Auntie notti qian, auntie noobiiee wei wei, Mr. da bian Brian & Mr. fatty Deric on wed =D
5. Ohh.. I realized I really don't have fate with stupiak DaVe, as so far everytime I'm in Sakae he didn't even get to serve dis mummy T.T
6. Went sing K with them & ended up yawning non stop in accounts tuition *laughs*
7. Surprisingly, I didn't snap many photos this time =(
8. Aaron is being more & more bhb in front of me & 1 fine day I as his mother will slap him! *hohoho* jkjk
9. The Mr.HK FFK me this time & I don't know until when only we can make it =/
10. I don't know what am I crapping here actually. That's stupid.
11. Lastly, hopefully Elecoldxhot will win for the final tonight *v(^-^)v*
Pictures :
[Using Qian's Youcam]
In Sakae Sushi :
1. Holidays is bored. A fact of mine : I feel like going online when I'm bored but feels bored when I'm online.
2. Stayed over at Lemon Qian's house for 3 days 2 nights =)
3. Wanna apologize to her as I made her sleep extremelyyy extremelyyyy late in the 2 nights.
4. Outing with Auntie notti qian, auntie noobiiee wei wei, Mr. da bian Brian & Mr. fatty Deric on wed =D
5. Ohh.. I realized I really don't have fate with stupiak DaVe, as so far everytime I'm in Sakae he didn't even get to serve dis mummy T.T
6. Went sing K with them & ended up yawning non stop in accounts tuition *laughs*
7. Surprisingly, I didn't snap many photos this time =(
8. Aaron is being more & more bhb in front of me & 1 fine day I as his mother will slap him! *hohoho* jkjk
9. The Mr.HK FFK me this time & I don't know until when only we can make it =/
10. I don't know what am I crapping here actually. That's stupid.
11. Lastly, hopefully Elecoldxhot will win for the final tonight *v(^-^)v*
Pictures :
[Using Qian's Youcam]
In Sakae Sushi :
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