Disturbia.

Recently there's someone around me that irritates me lots. And of course, what had he did really made me get off my nerves. "Great job" as I can said. Apparently, I don't blame you all these while just because You're my friend. A friend u know? I don't want to scold you like nobody business, I never wanna be vulgar, BUT u're going beyond my limit. Seriously, I f**king hate what u did to me & to my friend, too. PLEASE. I still cant figure it out why u LOVE TO COPY PEOPLE SO MUCH. It's your life, does it means anything for you if everything is just another copies of others?

If u do not did that purposely, I won't blame you.
If u had this lesson for the first time, I will forgive you.
If I didn't warn you before, I wouldn't scold you.
If u said sorry to me immediately, I wouldn't wanna forget this brainless person in my life.

Excuse me. I was like: WHAT THE HELL?! THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME IDIOT!! Don't give me excuses that others are using it too. Don't ask me to SABAR, Don't take it so serious.

PLEASE I tend to use this word again, maybe this case doesn't mean anything or maybe nothing for you, but can u please think for others? YOU KNOW I'm the one who using it, bastard! Right. I didn't pay for the copyright thingy & that really seems like a tinyyyy case for others.
U're NOT the victim, I guess u won't ever will know how hurt it is when I knew u did that. FOREVER I can say. Plus, it's NOT just belongs to me. It really meant alot to me, is ALOT. Actually, I don't want to lost a friend. But I don't think I can treat you like the past.
Maybe I'm the one who having narrow thinking? I don't care. I SWEAR, If u let me see that again. I definitely won't even recognize u as a stranger!! Don't look down on me.
I felt super disappointed of having such son.

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On the other hand, I felt upset because of them. YES, the lion & her husband. =(
I didn't ever thought of the feeling of hate you guys, I swear.
But recently, u both is getting too strange, really strange.
You both tend to control me, which really make me felt disappointed.
I get complains from my studies, my attitude & bla bla.
I used to ask myself, Am I really a bad daughter?
Comparison, I admit everyone will, even I myself.
Anyhow two of you is getting wierdo.
I don't know how to describe it. =/
Now, I'm grounded.
Yes. I know. U all can control me & I can't do that.
FINE.

For the husband, U used to be someone I respect lots.
I won't bother what lion says because she talks nonsense.
Last time, I'll listen to you & u will explain & differentiate which is the right way until I agree with it.
However, u changed.
U changed to be like her, U've been so stubborn.
For the u NOW, what had I did is always wrong.
I'm sad to see that. U don't even wanna listen to me, whether it's right or wrong.
U're not the actual u anymore.
Lion is happy, u're happy, but u two won't realize,
I'm not happy with u all anymore.
I'm sorry, my love to u all had been decreasing since the nostalgia =(

P.S: Its okay, its alright. There're number of humans who care me beside me. I know =) Just I wanna release my anger here =D

爱情就像舞会
教会你最初舞步的
未必能陪你走到散场

爱情就像听音乐
遇到好听的
单曲重播 就会陶醉其中
而如今只能随机播放
等待下一首能让我心动的旋律

等待
记得我曾经对她说
等你是件幸福的事

可是
有时侯无结局的等待让人心碎
这世界上最累的事
莫过于眼睁睁看着自己的心碎了
还得自己动手把他粘回原形

我不等了
因为我学会了放手

你很伤心地对我说
你不爱我了

可是 你不知道
让你飞翔 是我爱你的方式
我的眼泪 落在你看不到的角落

于是我们的距离
就像一起看日落的影子
拉长了

曾经尝试逃出你设下的阴影
走了很久 才发现
原来我还走不出这黑暗的迷宫

偶尔
触碰到伤口
偶尔
也会小声哭泣

我选择逃避
用尽美丽的童话来掩盖那丑恶的谎言
我催眠自己
因为我受不起伤害
我活在过去
因为现实生活中你已离我而去

你送我的礼物
我都不舍得扔
你给我的回忆
我都藏在心里
偶尔拿出来重温

很无聊的
你的照片存了又删
删了又存回

很自私的
每一天都要你在我脑海里跑一趟

也很愚蠢的
每一天都在你看不到的角落关心你

对你，其实我还在意
我们可以重来吗 可以回到过去吗

可是我很清楚，我们生命不会再有交叉点了
两条不碰面的平行线
只能隔着远方看你

终究
我们成了彼此的路人甲

分手后，

不可以当朋友 因为彼此伤害过，
不可以做敌人 因为彼此深爱过，
所以我们成了，最熟悉的陌生人

想念你的我
希望你是幸福的

SORRY BLOGGERS!
I've alot to say but, but..
Inotfeellikebloggingatall.

So, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

=]

Holidays. BORED.

To be continue =p

Everyone says that love hurts, but that´s not true. Loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

Great one from Vivian's facebook profile =D
The love quotes application is awesome.


Don´t cry because it´s over, smile because it happened.
Can I?


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Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

You may not feel the same, Btw..
As long as I know u're happy, as u're in the pink of health,
I'm happy enough =]

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Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back...don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours!