天亮了
天亮了 天亮了
地球又转一圈了
世界还活生生的存在着
还活着 没想到我还活着
穿越一场海啸什么滋味
我终于亲身体会天崩地裂
筋疲力尽灵魂不在身体里面
然而万岁万岁终于和你有个了结
你一边我一边
我们的世界最好别再重叠
也别再回想那个太长太长的昨天
太多爱太多泪别再这样浪费
天亮了 天亮了 地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐
天亮了 天亮了 世界还是好好的
什么痛都是更渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了
结束一段感情当然不像
瞒个假那么方便 太多时间
太多随便堆在回忆那间房间
但是忍耐一定不去碰它就不危险
你没变 我没变
我们到最后才能懂这一点
人活着不就为了实现一个个心愿
好可惜 我和你 许了不同的愿
我的心是我的 不会再给你了
我是我自己的 我很快乐
A song from S.H.E I heard just now =)
Realized that the lyrics is not bad.
Cried too much today. Really too much.
I'm not excited for a new year at all.
This year will be a tough year.
God bless me.
他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
不知道为什么，这首歌很深刻的一直留在我脑海里，
无论是歌词还是MV。
虽然在MV里的一切没发生在我身上。
可是，我却感觉到那个痛，
的确让我想到好多好多东西，
也因此听到这首歌哭了好多好多次。
是真的好痛好痛。
因为，我真的曾经为你相信明天就是未来，
也因为我的梦直到现在都忘不了，
我的心依然还在痛着。
可是，伤了，痛了，懂了，又能怎么样呢？
I'd actually walked under the rain for hours just now.
Seriously, I don't know which was my tears or raindrops laying on my face.
If only I have the courage, I'll choose to end my life but I don't know why.
Maybe just a narrow thinking of mine at this particular time.
As I really don't know how to take all these.
From time to time, I always reminding myself,
At least, I still have friends. At least, I get to eat, walk & etc etc.
There are much more humans are suffering in the world now.
Mine are just so tiny miny compared to theirs.
But why couldn't I control my tears.
I think my tears flow like just so meaningless because of a heartless ppl
& obviously I know it is worthless.
It couldn't help anything AT ALL as I can say.
So, tell me. How could I not hate myself so much?
Time flies. School is going to reopen soon.
I seriously had no idea how am I going to wake up every morning.
Last time with someone's help, even once I can't wake up I will have to face the music.
Plus the stress, tones of homeworks & everything.
Loneliness, I guess I have to force myself to fall in love with u. =/
I can't imagine how will it be for next year
I know my life will be more miserable then.
Eventhough it really is, for now.
I miss you..
I miss Booo. I really do.
Seriously, I don't know which was my tears or raindrops laying on my face.
If only I have the courage, I'll choose to end my life but I don't know why.
Maybe just a narrow thinking of mine at this particular time.
As I really don't know how to take all these.
From time to time, I always reminding myself,
At least, I still have friends. At least, I get to eat, walk & etc etc.
There are much more humans are suffering in the world now.
Mine are just so tiny miny compared to theirs.
But why couldn't I control my tears.
I think my tears flow like just so meaningless because of a heartless ppl
& obviously I know it is worthless.
It couldn't help anything AT ALL as I can say.
So, tell me. How could I not hate myself so much?
Time flies. School is going to reopen soon.
I seriously had no idea how am I going to wake up every morning.
Last time with someone's help, even once I can't wake up I will have to face the music.
Plus the stress, tones of homeworks & everything.
Loneliness, I guess I have to force myself to fall in love with u. =/
I can't imagine how will it be for next year
I know my life will be more miserable then.
Eventhough it really is, for now.
I miss you..
I miss Booo. I really do.
Tagged by cHermaine muiix~
A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要 回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得 到大家的祝福。
A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要 回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得 到大家的祝福。
Tag:
--> Nicole.
--> Kahyean.
--> Yin Wee.
--> Yaya.
--> Jieying.
--> Dave.
--> Aaron *I know u wont do,so jz leave it*
--> Ywen
Omg. I always headache who must I tag. Aduii.LOL
Omg. I always headache who must I tag. Aduii.LOL
1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的 是什麼?
--> Be with me always =)
2.最近最郁闷的事?
--> Obviously.
3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
--> Voice too loud =X
4.难过的时候会..?
--> Hug kei.
5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)。
--> Nice, outgoing, friendly
6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表。
--> Cute.xD
7.你现在最想做的是什麼?
--> Die.
8.用一个字形容自己.
--> Crazy.
9.你的梦想?
--> Go japan.
10.现在最希望的事?
--> Go die.
11.十年以后，你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
--> Enjoy the sweet young teens life & bla bla & bla bla.
12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城 市? 为什么?
--> Next aa? Either Hong Kong or Taiwan. Many things 2 EAT & SHOP.
13. 你为什么要回答这些问题?
--> Cox this tag requires me 2 ans.
14. 怕不怕世界末日？
--> Of cox NO. I want that 2 happen.
15.什 麼时候觉得孤独?
--> Every moment.
16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
--> Everyday.
17.想对点你名的人说的话？
--> Love ya! Haha. Enjoy ur life yea!
18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
--> Depends.
19.选择男朋友的条件？
--> Gt feel can d.
20.在被tag之前，在做些什么？
--> Facebook-ing
Christmas Eve.
1. Went to Jeth Cafe with the "crazy" gang after add maths tuition =)
2. While waiting for the others, Auntie Qian & Auntie Wei & I played with Kei kei, Meh meh & Googoo. & Those males were like "zzz" -.-
3. Ordered food after everyone reached. Sang birthday song quietly for Qian's babe - Googoo. HAHA
4. Qian gave J.wei & me a ANGEL thingy as christmas present =D
5. I gave Brian & Qian a couple tees ; sporty tees & earring for J.wei.
6. Due to finance problem, I didn't buy Aaron & Dave present & also is because Idunnowat2buy. =/ *I knew u guyz besar hati won't mind! *
7. Sadly, Lemon Qian went back earlier. Since she couldn't countdown with us, we actually countdown FOR HER! HAHA.
8. DaVe & I countdown from 10 until she reach the entry side. Everyone was like surprised & look at their watch & staring at us one kind. xD xD
9. Yeshh. We are crazy. Then J.wei & I put the angel thingy on! More ppl staring at us. WAKAKA.
10. Jason, Yiksoon & Wanxiang + Aaron went to Station one there to see see. Then they claimed that there very HIGH & so I ask him come back & pay his bill firstt =P
11. I'm actually VERY VERY STUPID. Jason told me Dong Yu Zhe were there & I'd believe him. OHMYGOD. How stupid I am.
12. We walked there & sing sing like mad ppl. Passby those restaurants & those humans were like staring at us also. LOL!
13. Reached Station one. Woots! Really HIGH indeed. When we stepped in, many people whistled & bla bla & bla bla.
14. We were freaking high there. We even bang on the table,shouted & this & that. Is superduper crazy but FUN.
15. Played true or dare. But mostly is DARE. Haha. Did many stupid thingy together. =/
16. Then countdown together. Shout till nearly NO VOICE d.. Then Aaron fetch me back. I reached home at 1am. Luckily my daddy didn't scold!
17. Ohyaaa...Jieying throw us aeroplane! Wuwuwuwu..
Pictures:
[Kei in Jeth cafe!]
[Christmas card for em =D]
[Presents for em!]
[Meh meh with the angel thingy & his/her owner, Lemon Qian!]
[Kei hug hug the present =P]
[Two gays with the angel thingy ==]
[Yiksoon di di sms dunno-who-har.. HAHA]
[As usual, ZILIAN de DAVE. summore act cute! Yeee]
[Nice only abit blurr =D]
[Group pictures before going to station one.!]
[Me & the noobiiee in station one!]
[Me & another noobiee Dave!]
[Haha.. AKU PUNYE SON! but looks OLDER.]
[Lalala~]
[Block me SS!]
[Another group picture in Station one.! xD]
[The crazy gang!]
[Me & stupiak Dave!]
[Both angels!! WAKAKAKA]
[Thank u guyz. I had a great christmas! =P]
Christmas.
1. Finally, it's christmas. THE family still in so-so condition. I really don't want to face such sad scene in christmas & so I followed dad to Jusco.
2. He went gym & I went walk walk alone. At least, not so meaningless huh.
3. And FINALLY, without informimg Dave.. He finally get to serve this mummy. Haha.
4. Sat at Sakae with bear Kei for quite some time.
5. Then jalaned here & there for hours also.
6. Sadly, my lovely whitey watch really spoiled. Can't repair anymore. Giv how many $$ also no use T.T
7. But I'll still going to use it. It mean alot to me. So, to everyone. Don't ask me what time yea.!
8. By the way, I had a great christmas, too.
[Kei in Sakae Sushi! HOW CUTEEEE! xD]
[Awwww..I LOVE HER MUCH!]
[Waiting for my watch!]
[Saw this group of humans! HAHAHA]
[Christmas!!!!!]
1. Went to Jeth Cafe with the "crazy" gang after add maths tuition =)
2. While waiting for the others, Auntie Qian & Auntie Wei & I played with Kei kei, Meh meh & Googoo. & Those males were like "zzz" -.-
3. Ordered food after everyone reached. Sang birthday song quietly for Qian's babe - Googoo. HAHA
4. Qian gave J.wei & me a ANGEL thingy as christmas present =D
5. I gave Brian & Qian a couple tees ; sporty tees & earring for J.wei.
6. Due to finance problem, I didn't buy Aaron & Dave present & also is because Idunnowat2buy. =/ *I knew u guyz besar hati won't mind! *
7. Sadly, Lemon Qian went back earlier. Since she couldn't countdown with us, we actually countdown FOR HER! HAHA.
8. DaVe & I countdown from 10 until she reach the entry side. Everyone was like surprised & look at their watch & staring at us one kind. xD xD
9. Yeshh. We are crazy. Then J.wei & I put the angel thingy on! More ppl staring at us. WAKAKA.
10. Jason, Yiksoon & Wanxiang + Aaron went to Station one there to see see. Then they claimed that there very HIGH & so I ask him come back & pay his bill firstt =P
11. I'm actually VERY VERY STUPID. Jason told me Dong Yu Zhe were there & I'd believe him. OHMYGOD. How stupid I am.
12. We walked there & sing sing like mad ppl. Passby those restaurants & those humans were like staring at us also. LOL!
13. Reached Station one. Woots! Really HIGH indeed. When we stepped in, many people whistled & bla bla & bla bla.
14. We were freaking high there. We even bang on the table,shouted & this & that. Is superduper crazy but FUN.
15. Played true or dare. But mostly is DARE. Haha. Did many stupid thingy together. =/
16. Then countdown together. Shout till nearly NO VOICE d.. Then Aaron fetch me back. I reached home at 1am. Luckily my daddy didn't scold!
17. Ohyaaa...Jieying throw us aeroplane! Wuwuwuwu..
Pictures:
[Kei in Jeth cafe!]
[Christmas card for em =D]
[Presents for em!]
[Meh meh with the angel thingy & his/her owner, Lemon Qian!]
[Kei hug hug the present =P]
[Two gays with the angel thingy ==]
[Yiksoon di di sms dunno-who-har.. HAHA]
[As usual, ZILIAN de DAVE. summore act cute! Yeee]
[Nice only abit blurr =D]
[Group pictures before going to station one.!]
[Me & the noobiiee in station one!]
[Me & another noobiee Dave!]
[Haha.. AKU PUNYE SON! but looks OLDER.]
[Lalala~]
[Block me SS!]
[Another group picture in Station one.! xD]
[The crazy gang!]
[Me & stupiak Dave!]
[Both angels!! WAKAKAKA]
[Thank u guyz. I had a great christmas! =P]1. Finally, it's christmas. THE family still in so-so condition. I really don't want to face such sad scene in christmas & so I followed dad to Jusco.
2. He went gym & I went walk walk alone. At least, not so meaningless huh.
3. And FINALLY, without informimg Dave.. He finally get to serve this mummy. Haha.
4. Sat at Sakae with bear Kei for quite some time.
5. Then jalaned here & there for hours also.
6. Sadly, my lovely whitey watch really spoiled. Can't repair anymore. Giv how many $$ also no use T.T
7. But I'll still going to use it. It mean alot to me. So, to everyone. Don't ask me what time yea.!
8. By the way, I had a great christmas, too.
[Kei in Sakae Sushi! HOW CUTEEEE! xD]
[Awwww..I LOVE HER MUCH!]
[Waiting for my watch!]
[Saw this group of humans! HAHAHA]
[Christmas!!!!!]THE END.
I tried my best, at least, I didn't cry much in christmas huh.. At least, I get to wish u by the last minute. How stupid.
Tagged by Kah yean!
-YOU-
First Name: Loh
Nick Name: Vincci
Name You Wish You Had: I love my name!~
What Do People Normally Mistake Your Name For: Win-zhi * Thats y my nickname for!*
Birthday: 15 Oct 93
Birth Place: Kuala Lumpur
Time Of Birth: Forget!
Single Or Taken:Single ;)
Zodiac Sign:Libra
-YOUR APPEARANCE-
How Tall Are You:160cm. SHORT~
Wish You Were Taller: Yeap. 165!!
Eye Colour:Black
Eye Colour You Want:Brown
Natural Hair Colour:Black
Current Hair Colour:Black
Short Or Long Hair: Long Hair
Ever Dye Your Hair A Bizarre Colour: Errmmm just highlighted a little ~
Last Time You Did Something Dramatic With Your Hair: Maybe yes maybe no.
Glasses Or Contacts: Glasses
Do You Wear Make-up: Nope. I'm noob with it.
Ever Had Hair Extensions: Nope
Paint Your Nails: Holidays!
-IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER-
What Color Eye: Black / Brown
What Color Hair: Depends
Shy Or Outgoing:Of cox is outgoing!~
Looks Or Personality: Personality.
Sexy Or Cute:Cute Guy :)
Serious Or Fun:Depends!
Older Or Younger Than You:Older I guess.
A Turn On:?
A Turn Off:?
-THIS OR THAT-
Flowers Or Chocolates:Chocolates!!!
Pepsi Or Coke:Coke
Rap Or Rock:Rock ~
Relationship Or One-Night-Stand: Relationship lar aduii..
School Or Work:SCHOOL!
Love Or Money:Depends. Sometimes love doesn't makes sense.
Movie Or Music: Depends, too =D
Country Or City:Contry
Sunny Or Rainy Day: Rainy day!! I'm lovin it ™
Friends Or Family:Friends.
-HAVE YOU EVER-
Lied: Yeap =p
Stole Something: Erm.. When I'm small kid!
Smoked: NO & NEVER will.
Hurt Someone Close To You: Yes, maybe. So sorry If i did!
Broke Someone's Heart: I-don't-know =p
Wondered What Was Wrong With You:Yeap.NOW!
Wish You Were A Prince/Princess:Nope.
Liked Someone Who Was Taken: Bla~
Shaved Your Head:Definitely not.
Used Chopsticks: Yeap. but in a wrong way.
Sang In The Mirror To Yourself: Yea. When i m HIGH. xD
-FAVORITES-
Flower: Pinky type?
Candy: I prefer chocolates. Haha
Song: Any nice songs will do.
Scent: MY SMELL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Really ehh.. I like kei's(bear) one.
Colour: PINK
Movie: Depends.
Singer: Lamfung!!
Word: Booo.
Junk Food: Hmm.. Chipster?
Website: http://wint3r-ang3l.blogspot.com
Location:M'sia!
Animal: Rabbit
Ever Cried Over Someone: =.= ALOT.
Is There Anything You Wish You Could Change About Yourself:Talk/laugh softer + Don't cry!
Do You Think You're Attractive: Nope. Only my loud voice is.
If You Had To Choose A Fairy Tale As Your Life,What Would You Choose: Don't want! HAHA
Do You Play Any Sports: Basketball! Swimming~~
-THE RULES-
Link To Your Taggers And Post These Rules
List 8 Random Facts About Yourself And Tag 8 People
-EIGHT RANDOM FACTS-
1. I love bear Kei muchh muchh muchh muchh.
2. I love my friends muchh muchh muchh. =)
3. I love pink muchh muchh.
4. I love winter muchh muchh.
5. I love angel muchh muchh!
6. I love snow muchh muchhiiee~
7. I hate "love".
8. I m NOT smelly. =P
-TAGS-
ANYONE .
-YOU-
First Name: Loh
Nick Name: Vincci
Name You Wish You Had: I love my name!~
What Do People Normally Mistake Your Name For: Win-zhi * Thats y my nickname for!*
Birthday: 15 Oct 93
Birth Place: Kuala Lumpur
Time Of Birth: Forget!
Single Or Taken:Single ;)
Zodiac Sign:Libra
-YOUR APPEARANCE-
How Tall Are You:160cm. SHORT~
Wish You Were Taller: Yeap. 165!!
Eye Colour:Black
Eye Colour You Want:Brown
Natural Hair Colour:Black
Current Hair Colour:Black
Short Or Long Hair: Long Hair
Ever Dye Your Hair A Bizarre Colour: Errmmm just highlighted a little ~
Last Time You Did Something Dramatic With Your Hair: Maybe yes maybe no.
Glasses Or Contacts: Glasses
Do You Wear Make-up: Nope. I'm noob with it.
Ever Had Hair Extensions: Nope
Paint Your Nails: Holidays!
-IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER-
What Color Eye: Black / Brown
What Color Hair: Depends
Shy Or Outgoing:Of cox is outgoing!~
Looks Or Personality: Personality.
Sexy Or Cute:Cute Guy :)
Serious Or Fun:Depends!
Older Or Younger Than You:Older I guess.
A Turn On:?
A Turn Off:?
-THIS OR THAT-
Flowers Or Chocolates:Chocolates!!!
Pepsi Or Coke:Coke
Rap Or Rock:Rock ~
Relationship Or One-Night-Stand: Relationship lar aduii..
School Or Work:SCHOOL!
Love Or Money:Depends. Sometimes love doesn't makes sense.
Movie Or Music: Depends, too =D
Country Or City:Contry
Sunny Or Rainy Day: Rainy day!! I'm lovin it ™
Friends Or Family:Friends.
-HAVE YOU EVER-
Lied: Yeap =p
Stole Something: Erm.. When I'm small kid!
Smoked: NO & NEVER will.
Hurt Someone Close To You: Yes, maybe. So sorry If i did!
Broke Someone's Heart: I-don't-know =p
Wondered What Was Wrong With You:Yeap.NOW!
Wish You Were A Prince/Princess:Nope.
Liked Someone Who Was Taken: Bla~
Shaved Your Head:Definitely not.
Used Chopsticks: Yeap. but in a wrong way.
Sang In The Mirror To Yourself: Yea. When i m HIGH. xD
-FAVORITES-
Flower: Pinky type?
Candy: I prefer chocolates. Haha
Song: Any nice songs will do.
Scent: MY SMELL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Really ehh.. I like kei's(bear) one.
Colour: PINK
Movie: Depends.
Singer: Lamfung!!
Word: Booo.
Junk Food: Hmm.. Chipster?
Website: http://wint3r-ang3l.blogspot.com
Location:M'sia!
Animal: Rabbit
Ever Cried Over Someone: =.= ALOT.
Is There Anything You Wish You Could Change About Yourself:Talk/laugh softer + Don't cry!
Do You Think You're Attractive: Nope. Only my loud voice is.
If You Had To Choose A Fairy Tale As Your Life,What Would You Choose: Don't want! HAHA
Do You Play Any Sports: Basketball! Swimming~~
-THE RULES-
Link To Your Taggers And Post These Rules
List 8 Random Facts About Yourself And Tag 8 People
-EIGHT RANDOM FACTS-
1. I love bear Kei muchh muchh muchh muchh.
2. I love my friends muchh muchh muchh. =)
3. I love pink muchh muchh.
4. I love winter muchh muchh.
5. I love angel muchh muchh!
6. I love snow muchh muchhiiee~
7. I hate "love".
8. I m NOT smelly. =P
-TAGS-
ANYONE .
Christmas is coming =)
This post comes abit LATE.
But its okay I guess.
Btw I went for a christmas shopping today =D
Failed to buy present for DaVe & Aaron *I hate to buy things for guys*
As FYI, Christmas usually meant alot to me & I-dunno-why.
I love Christmas much more than any other festival we had.
I love the warmth feeling of christmas &
Christmas used to signify the peace & joy of human mankind.
Plus, upon the winter season, snowflakes & angel
which is I so darn love them like c-r-a-z-i-l-y?!!
I had a lovely christmas last year but it's not gonna be again this year.
& So, I'm glad that I could celebrate this christmas with my crazy friends =D
I felt grateful enough. At least, I'm not alone.
Anyhow, enjoy it peeps.
Let the tale of Santa Claus remains in our heart.
Lets forget all the stressful stuffs which get off the nerves.
Throw all the sadness a side & enjoy the love of christmas.
As love is the key to peace and happiness within all creations.
Life is full of problems sometimes,
At this moment,do create a time of peace and silence for yourself.
Open your heart & see through the world.
I believe this world is actually so amazingly beautiful.
Do you? =)
I'm actually saying all these to myself. =/ Kei aa.. Lets try not to cry in christmas kays? Just one day will do.. Smileeeeeee =)
For "old" readers, u guys should familiar with it.
I posted it last year,too. I love angels muchhh muchhh muchhhh =D
This will be my wishlist in my future, as it is superduperexpensive.
Owhh, and if u are too free, just press the link- DECEMBER 2008 (Memories) side.
I'd always love to see my older post from time to time.
[X'mas picture for last year]New:
[X'mas picture for this year]I realized I hate to edit picture as editing software nowadays having too many features which is super complicated & make me super blurr. & so I just gave up & choose the most common Sepia colour for christmas theme & I added my words into it too! Although it seems "cacated".
Lastly,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE !! HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT TOO!
I'm really tired of all these.
Why problems keep coming to me non stop?
This question always appear in my mind but I just only convincing myself I can overcome all these.
I know life is up & down.
I know many others having their problems, too.
But please, let me complain, for a moment?
I'm already feel so damn frustrated with all my personal stuffs
& yet u 2 were like having cold war like nobody business!
Can't u both just be more considerate about your daughter here?!
Can u just count how many of my meals is just eating bread?
Seriously, even my weekend I am walking out alone to take my lunch or dinner.
I'm really sad u know??
Instead of being like that, why wouldn't u two just solve the prob ahead?
No matter how sad how hurt I am I always hide my feelings,
Acted happily & talked, laughed loudly, seems so cheerful huh?
I'm enough with everything.
And now, you left, I have to face everything alone,
yet I have to take the pain inside my heart day by day because of my stupidity,
I'm always alone right now,
I'm still crying like an idiot,
Every time I think about u, I'll cry.
U know what u did that hurts me like hell again & again.
I know you don't even care me at all but I did.
Though I don't want to but I can't resist it.
I know I'm just a failure.
Why am I being so stupid?
I always hope God can end my life,
why not just take my life away &
give it to another kind-hearted person who need it?
Why let so many human being in the world die because of sickness, because of hunger, because of accidents, but not me?
Silly questions always appear in my mind.
If there's a fire in my house, I'll have the courage & give up to run away?
Please forgive me for my negative thinking for a moment.
I know what am I doing.
I can't be so irresponsible & leave everything here.
I've tried my best, to be strong.
Trust me, I really do.
To love with all your heart... is to even risk losing it.
I just wanna have a peace christmas, can I?
Why problems keep coming to me non stop?
This question always appear in my mind but I just only convincing myself I can overcome all these.
I know life is up & down.
I know many others having their problems, too.
But please, let me complain, for a moment?
I'm already feel so damn frustrated with all my personal stuffs
& yet u 2 were like having cold war like nobody business!
Can't u both just be more considerate about your daughter here?!
Can u just count how many of my meals is just eating bread?
Seriously, even my weekend I am walking out alone to take my lunch or dinner.
I'm really sad u know??
Instead of being like that, why wouldn't u two just solve the prob ahead?
No matter how sad how hurt I am I always hide my feelings,
Acted happily & talked, laughed loudly, seems so cheerful huh?
I'm enough with everything.
And now, you left, I have to face everything alone,
yet I have to take the pain inside my heart day by day because of my stupidity,
I'm always alone right now,
I'm still crying like an idiot,
Every time I think about u, I'll cry.
U know what u did that hurts me like hell again & again.
I know you don't even care me at all but I did.
Though I don't want to but I can't resist it.
I know I'm just a failure.
Why am I being so stupid?
I always hope God can end my life,
why not just take my life away &
give it to another kind-hearted person who need it?
Why let so many human being in the world die because of sickness, because of hunger, because of accidents, but not me?
Silly questions always appear in my mind.
If there's a fire in my house, I'll have the courage & give up to run away?
Please forgive me for my negative thinking for a moment.
I know what am I doing.
I can't be so irresponsible & leave everything here.
I've tried my best, to be strong.
Trust me, I really do.
To love with all your heart... is to even risk losing it.
I just wanna have a peace christmas, can I?
[Champion]
[1st runner up]
[2nd runner up]
[3rd runner up]Sadly & surprisingly, Katoon Network got champion T.T
Felt so disappointed as I expected ECX to win..
Saw lots of comments in Battleground (facebook),too.
Most of them pun ter-shock, including me myself..
By the way, Congratz to Katoon Network..
They're a strong team too =)
Just, personally I LOVE ELECOLDXHOT!
They are the Best!!!~
Somehow, Katoon Network do shines more in the final =D
They showed many different skill other than their usual funny moves..
But if based on the first episode to final, Elecoldxhot will win..
As u know, judges always stand up after their dance xD xD
Its okayyy =D
I just, not really likeyyy KN.. & I don't know why =/
I prefer ECX, Dancologist & Wakaka fever more..
This is called *pilih kasih* =P
Skipped skipped,
It's a great show~!
The battle of 3 groups is the best among all. *thumbs up*
ECX R0ckxxx~!
Chris, Dennis, Monkey, Leon, Gary & Billy u all did really really great !~
[The battle! Damn ganzheonggg]
[Katoon Network]
[Elecoldxhot!!!!!! Wooooots!]
[They are just SO COOOOOOL!]Love dem lots ♥
I'm here with a random post that summarize this whole week of mine.
1. Holidays is bored. A fact of mine : I feel like going online when I'm bored but feels bored when I'm online.
2. Stayed over at Lemon Qian's house for 3 days 2 nights =)
3. Wanna apologize to her as I made her sleep extremelyyy extremelyyyy late in the 2 nights.
4. Outing with Auntie notti qian, auntie noobiiee wei wei, Mr. da bian Brian & Mr. fatty Deric on wed =D
5. Ohh.. I realized I really don't have fate with stupiak DaVe, as so far everytime I'm in Sakae he didn't even get to serve dis mummy T.T
6. Went sing K with them & ended up yawning non stop in accounts tuition *laughs*
7. Surprisingly, I didn't snap many photos this time =(
8. Aaron is being more & more bhb in front of me & 1 fine day I as his mother will slap him! *hohoho* jkjk
9. The Mr.HK FFK me this time & I don't know until when only we can make it =/
10. I don't know what am I crapping here actually. That's stupid.
11. Lastly, hopefully Elecoldxhot will win for the final tonight *v(^-^)v*
Pictures :
[Using Qian's Youcam]
[Don't shoot my lovely kei!!!]
[Yeahh..Love dis lots =) Me & Kei ; Qian & Googoo]
[Kissing scene.. 18SX !! xD ]
[It is scary with Qian's superb sound effect!]
[Lalala~ Noob one!]
[My love~~~ Snowing!! xD ]
[Awuuuuuuuuuuuuu!~]
[We're fair! ]
[Pretty ghost isn't it? Hahaha]
[Qian is scary in dis! xD & so My bear hide away one side!]
[Look at my kei!!! SO CUTEEEE!!!]
[Aliens! Wakakaka]
[Don record!! Pls respect!! xD xD]
[Freaking nice~ using plastic bottles ehh~]
[We love dis lotsssss]
[I LOVE THIS! Yeahhh.. xD So I put it larger!]
[Playing with those spec thingy!~]
[Me & Qian & J.wei]
[Auntie wei wei!!!]
[We 3 being crazy over there!!]
In Sakae Sushi :
[2 of my favourite always in Sakae~]
[Lenglui No.1 xD xD]
[Lenglui No.2 xD xD Backlight too bright~~]
[Da bian.. "I don't know why qian calling him DA BIAN~" ]
[Me & Auntie wei wei~~~!]
[Group picture~~!]
[My belated birthday present~ Thanks to Deric~]
1. Holidays is bored. A fact of mine : I feel like going online when I'm bored but feels bored when I'm online.
2. Stayed over at Lemon Qian's house for 3 days 2 nights =)
3. Wanna apologize to her as I made her sleep extremelyyy extremelyyyy late in the 2 nights.
4. Outing with Auntie notti qian, auntie noobiiee wei wei, Mr. da bian Brian & Mr. fatty Deric on wed =D
5. Ohh.. I realized I really don't have fate with stupiak DaVe, as so far everytime I'm in Sakae he didn't even get to serve dis mummy T.T
6. Went sing K with them & ended up yawning non stop in accounts tuition *laughs*
7. Surprisingly, I didn't snap many photos this time =(
8. Aaron is being more & more bhb in front of me & 1 fine day I as his mother will slap him! *hohoho* jkjk
9. The Mr.HK FFK me this time & I don't know until when only we can make it =/
10. I don't know what am I crapping here actually. That's stupid.
11. Lastly, hopefully Elecoldxhot will win for the final tonight *v(^-^)v*
Pictures :
[Using Qian's Youcam]
[Don't shoot my lovely kei!!!]
[Yeahh..Love dis lots =) Me & Kei ; Qian & Googoo]
[Kissing scene.. 18SX !! xD ]
[It is scary with Qian's superb sound effect!]
[Lalala~ Noob one!]
[My love~~~ Snowing!! xD ]
[Awuuuuuuuuuuuuu!~]
[We're fair! ]
[Pretty ghost isn't it? Hahaha]
[Qian is scary in dis! xD & so My bear hide away one side!]
[Look at my kei!!! SO CUTEEEE!!!]
[Aliens! Wakakaka]
[Don record!! Pls respect!! xD xD][In Aeon JJ]
[Freaking nice~ using plastic bottles ehh~]
[We love dis lotsssss]
[I LOVE THIS! Yeahhh.. xD So I put it larger!]
[Playing with those spec thingy!~]
[Me & Qian & J.wei]
[Auntie wei wei!!!]
[We 3 being crazy over there!!]In Sakae Sushi :
[2 of my favourite always in Sakae~]
[Lenglui No.1 xD xD]
[Lenglui No.2 xD xD Backlight too bright~~]
[Da bian.. "I don't know why qian calling him DA BIAN~" ]
[Me & Auntie wei wei~~~!]
[Group picture~~!]
[My belated birthday present~ Thanks to Deric~]
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