Finally, I've woke up from my dream.
That will be the sweet one I guess?
Thank you for everything. I appreciate it much, seriously.
It brought me lots of joy & happiness,
but yet, it was freaking hurtful. It really was.
It was just like stabbing my heart with a knife,isn't it?
You knew, the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart.
Making it bleed non stop for quite a period of time.
Once, I was really fed up why God want me to suffer like that.
That moment I admit it, I felt so damn meaningless.
Why must everything turns out like that?
Even that particular moment is the most un-favourable one as I can say.
Of my stupidity, I've been tortured for months.
Crying like a stupid idiot everyday. No doubt, I'm blinded.
I hated myself pretty much.
I hate you as well.
Anyway, who would believe that? Even myself doesn't.
However, I will not want to lead my life in this way.
It's really tiring. & so, I decided to let go.
I struggle a lot as it's superrr duperrr toughhh.
Yes. For me, two is always better than one =)
Right. I would try my very best to lead a new life without you.
No matter how, I believe, time can cure everything.
Maybe not now, but I still believe.
I hope for nothing, but.
I want you to live happily.
Though I know, you wouldn't even care me at all.
Till now, I didn't found any regretness within the wound.
Its okay.
I'll get through this pain,
no matter how long it takes,
even if it's eternity.
I LOVE YOU.
NO, not who you are now,
but the one who whom you used to be.
